Because, as I'm sure you know, I deserve much better. So, I would appreciate it this time, if you did not try and contact me. It is like cutting off the spoiled part to get the juicy center. *****So, as sad as this day is for me, as I am losing a part of myself with the loss of you, it is really just the beginning for me. There will never be another someone to distract our affections, because YOU will not be in the picture. Because the love I am looking for will be reciprocted one hundred and ten percent. A love that will be more than anything you ever attempted to give me. I will never again turn a corner in New York terrified that I will run into you and even more terrified that I won't. This moment means I can move on the bigger and better things without you constantly weighing on my shoulders. And as angry as I am with what you have put me through, I am so very glad that we are now at this moment. I wish you the very best in your future, because without you in my life I think I might finally have a future. I will never look at you or think of you without considering the destruction you have train wrecked through my life. I will never again be comfortable around you. No matter what you do, it will never make up for what happened between us. Just a hint of redemption with six years of disappointment.
“I appreciate the fact that you have one redeeming quality, Jack, but that is all it is.
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